Blog: January 24

Continued 3/3

3rd

This morning I have begun taking antibiotics I was prescribed some time ago for Lyme disease; whilst I return to the doctors to get a revaluation on the original diagnosis made by a nurse in Totnes. The nurse I saw this morning thought me insane; and did not take what I had to say seriously. But I have a referral to osteopathy, for an injury I sustained whilst carrying a heavy backpack for years, containing dust to dusk things that I'd put together as my home every evening.

It's not that I don't want or refuse to let people within my pictures, it is that there is an absence of people in my life; my world has been emptied of people.

Finding the Trinity bar closed at 11:00am, I walked past the recycling centre and along the River Teviot; Charlie came in his lunch hour and placed me outside at the Trinity bar, I enjoyed two pints [the second pint tasted as though somebody had shined the glass with vickes vapour rub] before phoning a taxi to return me to my flat.

2nd

Today we decided we both like to go to the seaside, I wanted to remain within the Scottish Borders so chose Eyemouth. From Hawick, we drove Denholm, Kelso, Coldstream and Duns, arriving into Eyemouth at 1:40pm. We parked outside Eyemouth leisure centre and walked onto the beach unto the sea breeze; I needed to be at this location today.

The return to Hawick felt as though we were being chased down, crazy drivers dangerously overtook us around blind corners, along usually quiet roads. Since returning from India, the partisan tolerant imperative of this cultural Marxism has been to ostracise us, mutilate the psyche of our people, destroy their homogeneity with miscegenation and ethnocentrism with lengthy disparity, and leave us behind, demonised hapless and flayed lifeless. Tollerating this appaling soul flaying hatred mutilating ethnicity unrecognisable is an untimely end of us.